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While sitting under my block, I noticed a piece of paper lying on the ground. Upon closer examination, it turned out to be a folded full-scape paper. I picked it up, open it up, and read it all. It was a cocky piece of trash. Not to mention funny too. A little difficult to understand fully, which is why we need to get our language right.
Time : 1.47am
Date : 22nd Sept 98
Yati....
First of all, I wanna thank for the Birthday present you gave me. It really means a lot to me. Before I say goodbye, I wrote this letter to tell you how I felt. I understand that U're having problems in separating time with your friends and your steady but god made us so that we can learn from our mistakes. So I believe in all my heart that U can stop the habit of avoiding your stead and spent time equally with your friends.
Yati, I love U so much that I can stop thinking of U. I couldn't believe that this is happening to me. Everything U wrote to me touched me on your'e sincerity. Everytime I read your letter, I remember the good times when we were together. Esp. the first time when I saw you in Big Splash. Speaking of Big Splash, I just came back from hospital GH because I have to stitch my head. Anyway it was love at first sight. I cried somany times reading your letter. I tried when I was with Ida to smile, but deep inside, nati i pedih seperti dicucuk sembilu.
Yati, our relationship was going very well until you suddenly stopped calling me. Why must it happen 2 us. All the time, I told myself before I go 2 bed that I want 2 be with U 4- ever. Sometimes I can't even go 2 sleep. You're a very sweet, loving and religious girl in my point of view. I've been looking 4 a girl like U 4 years. You're my type but U have this tiny habit which U think that made this separation but remember this, people can change, I don't see why U can't.
Yati, you're very lucky that I changed my attitude 4 U. Actually, before U know me, my behaviour is much worse. Its not like what you're thinking. I'm once a liar, an irresponsible person and take love like a game until I met U. When I met U, its like heaven. I changed my attitude. And the person U love is the new me. The old me is in the trash bag. What I'm trying to say, is that please change.
And if what U think you wrote in your letter about how much you love me is true, prove 2 me that you can change your attitude. 2B honest, I think once you stop your habit, I'm sure you're the girl that every guy wants as the woman of their dreams. I want U now and I want U 4- ever. I'll be waiting 4 U, trust me on this, I'll be waiting. I love U so much.
B missing U A LOT 2, SWEETHEART GOODBYE, ME LIFE! (MY HEART) love love love love Love, sign sign sign KHAIRIL ANUAR#11 (Your ROMEO) (2- JULIET)
PS: Don't worry, after all this changed, I'll get you back my love. Call me after reading.....
All names mentioned are based on actual events. Any similar names, events or other similarities is coincidental. Yea, old s' kool, you gotta love this.
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