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This is a story of a child who only lived for 20 days.

On the first day, the child learnt how to walk. It has been a long day, for the child and the child's parents, as he laid on his bed to sleep.

On the second day, the child learnt how to talk. It has been another long day, for the child and the child's parents, as he laid on his bed to sleep.

On the third day, the child started to read and write. Through a day's program the child is tired, as he laid on his bed to sleep.

On the fourth day, the child was sent to his grandparents' place. The day ended under the care of the child's grandparents, as he laid on his bed to sleep.

On the fifth day, the child had many new toys to play with. He showed his new toys to some people, but was being ignored as he laid on his bed to sleep.

On the sixth day, the child was still playing with his new toys. Now the child had two friends to share them with, feeling delighted as he laid on his bed to sleep.

On the seventh day, the child attented school. He had a good time in school, and got nice results. The child was proud as he laid on his bed to sleep.

On the eight day, the child was a good and diligent boy. Good conduct with good results. Everyone praised the child as he laid on his bed to sleep.

On the nineth day, the child's parents brought him back under their care. They moved into a new house as he laid on his bed to sleep.

On the tenth day, the child was unable to adapt to this new place. The child blamed his parents as he laid on his bed to sleep.

On the eleventh day, the child made two new friends. They shared their toys with the child as he laid on his bed to sleep.

On the twelth day, the child and his three friends were separated. They all had moved to a new home as he laid on his bed to sleep.

On the thirteenth day, the child lost his grandfather. He left the child a silver watch as he laid on his bed to sleep.

On the fourteenth day, the child was getting used to his new home. Everyone there got their own toys as he laid on his bed to sleep.

On the fifteenth day, the child was throwing tantrums at his parents. The child got into many quarrels with his parents as he laid on his bed to sleep.

On the sixteenth day, the child was finding new people to play his toys with. They had no intention to share their toys with the child as he laid in his bed to sleep.

On the seventeenth day, the child went to another new home. Everyone there got more toys than the child as he laid on his bed to sleep.

On the eighteenth day, the child had four friends who were willing to let him share their toys. He played happily as he laid on his bed to sleep.

On the nineteenth day, the child saw his friend's photo album. A collection of past memories. The child saw his life flashed by as he laid on his bed to sleep.

On the twentieth day, the child was told that he was going to die today. He wasn't afraid. The child met a girl later who was willing to share her toys with the child. The child and the girl had a wonderous time playing together. The child told the girl he was going to die that day. The girl said that someone would think of the child even after he left.

In the evening, the girl went home. The child could only see her back. As the girl left the child shed a tear. While walking back home the child thought of the day he just had, he shed another tear. The child thought of the writings the girl gave him, he shed another tear. The child thought of the picture the girl drew him, he shed another tear.

Back at home, the child was sitting on his bed. The child was now afraid to die. By now all of the child's family and friends and the girl had all gathered by his bed. The child was unable to see them until he closed his eyes. He shed his last tear, as he laid on his bed to sleep.
pondered at 00:40

20061017

While sitting under my block, I noticed a piece of paper lying on the ground. Upon closer examination, it turned out to be a folded full-scape paper. I picked it up, open it up, and read it all. It was a cocky piece of trash. Not to mention funny too. A little difficult to understand fully, which is why we need to get our language right.

Time : 1.47am
Date : 22nd Sept 98
Yati....
First of all, I wanna thank for the Birthday present you gave me. It really means a lot to me. Before I say goodbye, I wrote this letter to tell you how I felt. I understand that U're having problems in separating time with your friends and your steady but god made us so that we can learn from our mistakes. So I believe in all my heart that U can stop the habit of avoiding your stead and spent time equally with your friends.
Yati, I love U so much that I can stop thinking of U. I couldn't believe that this is happening to me. Everything U wrote to me touched me on your'e sincerity. Everytime I read your letter, I remember the good times when we were together. Esp. the first time when I saw you in Big Splash. Speaking of Big Splash, I just came back from hospital GH because I have to stitch my head. Anyway it was love at first sight. I cried somany times reading your letter. I tried when I was with Ida to smile, but deep inside, nati i pedih seperti dicucuk sembilu.
Yati, our relationship was going very well until you suddenly stopped calling me. Why must it happen 2 us. All the time, I told myself before I go 2 bed that I want 2 be with U 4- ever. Sometimes I can't even go 2 sleep. You're a very sweet, loving and religious girl in my point of view. I've been looking 4 a girl like U 4 years. You're my type but U have this tiny habit which U think that made this separation but remember this, people can change, I don't see why U can't.
Yati, you're very lucky that I changed my attitude 4 U. Actually, before U know me, my behaviour is much worse. Its not like what you're thinking. I'm once a liar, an irresponsible person and take love like a game until I met U. When I met U, its like heaven. I changed my attitude. And the person U love is the new me. The old me is in the trash bag. What I'm trying to say, is that please change.
And if what U think you wrote in your letter about how much you love me is true, prove 2 me that you can change your attitude. 2B honest, I think once you stop your habit, I'm sure you're the girl that every guy wants as the woman of their dreams. I want U now and I want U 4- ever. I'll be waiting 4 U, trust me on this, I'll be waiting. I love U so much.



pondered at 02:58

20061015

A good day to all reading this blog. Our first post was originally taken from my first blog, didn't turn out too well though. Yes, and while you are wondering whats the difference, this blog contain my thoughts AND my whining. So now let's start with something.

Yes, my first thought.

5ways to find out if your son is turning gay:

1. Your son bought some new clothes.
2. Your son dresses up nicer than he USED-TO in the past.
3. Your son goes out with girls instead of boys.
4. Your son puts eyeliner and black nail-polish just for kicks.
5. Your son bought a new magnetic diamond earring.

Inspired by: My Mother
Dedicated to: My Mother
pondered at 23:52

If I had Wings, I would take you on my wings.
But if I do, I'll be seen as a freak.

If I had an Umbrella, I'll shelter you from the rain.
But if I do, I'll be keeping you dry.

If I had a Watch, I'll be able to stop time.
But if I do, I'll find nothing lasts forever.

If I had a Hat, I'll keep you with me.
But if I do, I'll be selfish.

If I had a Cloak, I'll make myself invisible to you.
But if I do, I'll not be able to see you.

If I had Eyes, I'll be able to feel your heart.
But if I do, I'll be able to do nothing.

If I had a Mouth, I'll be able to make you smile.
But if I do, I'll make you cry.

If I had Legs, I'll be able accompany you.
But if I do, I'll be left behind.

If I had a Heart, I will love you ever more.
But if I do, I'll not be able to love you but myself.

If I had a Star, I will be able to light up the skies.
But if I do, I'll find myself ugly.
pondered at 23:40

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